Currently Reading I Kissed Dating Goodbye By Joshua Harris see related

so i havent written in a while so i guess i need to update you on my life.  well, schools out...jk...im so scared of ....life i guess you could say. i dont want to grow up im scared of failure im scared of waking up one morning and finding out i cant do any thing any more. it seems kind of drastic but its the way i feel. i know i what want to do "when i grow up" but i have no idea where i wanna go, if i wanna stay at home or live in dorms i mean, im not stupid i know i have two years but time seems like it goes by soooo fast and i dont want to miss it.and right now i just cant get along with my parents im two different people with them, one with my dad and one with my mom. i know i screw it up most of the time but they do stuff to...it just gets on my nerves it cant do it on my own i need your prayers!

what a friend we have in jesus

all our sins and griefs to bbear

what a privledge to carry

everything to God in prayer

o what peace we often forfeit

o what needless pain we bear

all because we do not carry

everything to God in prayer

have we trials and temptations is there trouble anywhere?

we should never be discouraged

take it to the lord in prayer

can we find a friend so faithful

who will all our sorrows share?

Jesusknowns our every weakness

take it to the lord in prayer

are we weake and heavy laden

cumbered with a load of care?

precious savior, still our refuge

take it to the lord in prayer

do thy friends despise forsake thee?

take it to the lord in prayer

in His arms He'll take and shield thee

thou wilt find a solace there

Currently Playing Eagles - Their Greatest Hits 1971-1975 By Eagles see related

so i guess i have "a free trial of xanga premium" this is pretty cool...well i havent written in a couple of days so i guess i need to update. i only have one more test to take and then im done! im so excited, but i feel bad b/c i havent been to practice all week, but i didnt really have a choice because i dont have any other study halls to take my tests so i had to do it twelfth period...but i havent really had time to do anything lately b/c i've been studying so much. today i got to talk to Jenna! that was exciting b/c i havent talked to her in a while, but we finally have time to do something. i watched american idol last night and it was ahh-mazing!!! i want to see all of them on tour!  i was so happy when carrie won but i would have been equally happy if bo won(i like him a little better) but she did really good...im so nersvous for summer swimming! i havent swam since feburary, im going to be so horrible. i swam once a couple of weeks ago and i was so bad! im gonna hurt so bad the first week we get back to it...but thats life!

quote of the day: i love when you look at me cus i know for a second a crossed youre mind  ((i know corny, but its cute))

Currently Playing Two Lefts Don't Make a Right.. But Three Do By Relient K see related

i've been swamped with work today, i have six tests to make up, and im really mad right now, i had a whole entry done my computer deleted it and now i have to start over! i think i was talking about how much i hate when ppl make fun of me for being a christian, its so immature, and more than that its annoying...ppl say the dumbest things. "dont say that virgin ears present" or "kassie! i cant believe u just said that...ur supposed to love jesus!"--i hate that b/c usually i say something like "i really dont like that person"...isnt that dumb? its getting old...but hey! i guess its making me stronger.  omgsh i found out today that my one friend likes me...im kind of upset b/c now its gonna be awkward but it is kind of flattering. i better sign off b4 my mom rips my head off! that could be bad...catch ya on the flip side

           p.s(lol) i get to fill out a 20 page app for friendly's!yay...not

Currently Reading Nighttime Is My Time : A Novel By Mary Higgins Clark see related

so today is not going too well....i think if me and molly are put in a room together for too long we might kill each other. but w/e...i'm so dreading monday, im going to have so much make up work. normally i wouldnt care but i missed 4 days of school last week and finals are coming up and im not going to be able to finish all my work and study....this really sux.  i dont think me and beth should sit next to eachother in church ne more, playing MASH during church isnt a good sign, but hey we got pretty good lives!!hehehe, well i better go reconcile with molly, hopefully we dont rip eachothers heads off......